[She wonders, fleetingly, if he wishes it had gone the other way. That she had been the one to die, and Eddie the one who was waking up in the hospital for a month long coma. She wonders just as fleetingly if that would have been the better option for everyone. Eddie had been so full of life and she'd just been existing. Like a ghost. She let those thoughts go as quickly as she could because there was no point in wondering. She'd never know the truth of it anyway.
But -- skateboarding wasn't going to be something she could teach if she was blind and that seemed like it was going to be the case. It also meant she couldn't play video games or read comics or -
Another line of thought she shut down. She chews her lower lip for a moment, knowing she was right. Lucas would be furious with Mike and she didn't want to be the cause of a rift.]
Yeah I just -- no, you're right. You should call them. [She doesn't know what to do with the information that El's been trying to reach her in that inbetween space. She remembers El fighting Vecna -- and she assumes that was real. But then everything was just...a big blank. Except.
Except she could remember hearing Eddie's voice. And she could remember hearing other voices around her that she just couldn't respond to. Where had she gone that made her unreachable to El?]
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Date: 2025-04-29 09:13 pm (UTC)From:But -- skateboarding wasn't going to be something she could teach if she was blind and that seemed like it was going to be the case. It also meant she couldn't play video games or read comics or -
Another line of thought she shut down. She chews her lower lip for a moment, knowing she was right. Lucas would be furious with Mike and she didn't want to be the cause of a rift.]
Yeah I just -- no, you're right. You should call them. [She doesn't know what to do with the information that El's been trying to reach her in that inbetween space. She remembers El fighting Vecna -- and she assumes that was real. But then everything was just...a big blank. Except.
Except she could remember hearing Eddie's voice. And she could remember hearing other voices around her that she just couldn't respond to. Where had she gone that made her unreachable to El?]
Sorry, my head's just -- [She shrugs.]